考试前奏

在大四机械工程的最后两个星期，我还剩下两项科目分别在五月的3号 （Nanomaterials）和4号（Corrosion Engineering）考。但其实还有一些琐碎的作业和报告还没弄好。觉得好烦哦。

曾经班上的资优生，也会有懒惰的时候。懒惰的同时，又希望赶快把作业做好，就用剩余的时间来读书。想是这么想，可是真正想做的时候，是多么的。。不想做。哎哟喂。。脑子里想的都是赶快毕业，干点别的~有没有人像我一样有这样的想法呀？心里是多么的难熬，多么的挣扎。感觉自己在睡觉的时候，偷偷地被别人换了脑袋似的，不再是那么努力的自己。

突然想念舞蹈团每晚的的排练，虽然很艰辛，一颗颗汗水往下掉，但一切都值得。和团员有着共同的目标，一起向前迈进，把每次的演出和比赛给予最佳的表现。

两个星期后，大学生涯就要结束了。感触良多。

Ed Sheeran

I'm in love with Ed Sheeran
Obsessed with all your songs and albums
I do love your live stage performance
Cause I love to see how you play your musical instruments and equipment

Can't wait for you to come over Malaysia
Listen to you and so overcome my fear
I don't mind your songs and voice take away my tears
So that I won't solve my problem with beers

I'm now in my final year of study
And you become my best late night company
Even my roommate already slept soundly
I still use my single earphone to listen all your songs carefully

You are such a talented person
Who inspire me to continue my guitar lesson
I wish I could strum the guitar as well as you
So that I play your new song "Castle on the hill"


Sincerely,
Your Fans from Malaysia who recently learns to sing "Castle on the hill" and other new songs in Divide album.

We were once strangers

We were once strangers
Met in EduQuest Camp with the interviewer
Fate made us in the same group
And we passed the interview and came to UTP together

We were once friends
Helped each other without complaints
Sometimes we argued and fought with full of anger
But we still uphold the friendship without making it an end

We were once couple
Who always sought for a time to meet each other
Spent time to attend and practise CO together
And you were once my source of happiness

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Five years before and after
We are now strangers
With no communication
What happened
Perhaps God knows better
But love, there is no right and wrong
All about take and give.

You were once I cherished the most
I thought I could save the pieces before graduation
Even there is a chance
You would not let me in

I would like to thank you sincerely
For being part of my life
For bringing joys and tears
For making who I am now

想说，两个人是否会在一起，不只是两个人的事，还有父母的事，朋友的事。没有父母的成全，没有朋友的支持，单靠自己的信念，是多么的微不足道。

原来坚信的事也不一定会有好结果。还是走一步看一步吧，当下才是最真实的。

原来自己坚信的事情，得不到别人的赞同、支持，无形中变成了一种罪，因为这件事违反了一般普通人所想、所做的事。我不断地反问自己，我是否做错了吗？那，不是我的自由吗？

Bullshit New Year Resolutions

Today is the fourth day of the final exam for my 3rd year 2nd sem. During the preparation for the finals, I wasn't paying much attention for my study and waste my time of thinking of other things, facebook-ing and coming out with this year's resolutions. Haaa. Suddenly I have so many things to achieve for this year.

List of  2016 new year resolutions:
1) Squat! I wish to get a nice body shape besides having good health.
2) Reduce my WEIGHT to 50kg! What a so common every year's resolution. Haa. But this time I will try my hard to achieve it~
3) Read more books! Well. To be honest, I am not a bookworm. Just I feel like I am quite outdated with the current stuffs, news, things like that. Being a 22-year-old lady is no longer a girl anymore. I need to add more values to myself by gaining some common useful knowledge. In short, to get more matured in mentality.
4) Brush up my broken English by getting used to speak a proper English without grammar mistakes.
5) Learn Russian language because I always wish to learn some foreign languages.

So.. These are the stuffs that I wish to do or else it will really become a bullshit.

Road to internship is getting near. Hopefully everything will be alright and wish me good luck.

Two more papers are still waiting for me. And right now is 2.14am and it's time to sleep. Good night and sweet dream.