回到过去 周杰伦

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯

时间在旁闷不吭声

寂寞下手毫无分寸

不懂得轻重之分

沉默支撑跃过陌生

静静看着凌晨黄昏

你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋

该往哪我看不见

也许爱在梦的另一端

无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你看的世界 想在你梦的画面

只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去 试着让故事继续

至少不会再让你离我而去

分散时间的注意 这次会抱的更紧

这样挽留不知还来不来得及

想回到过去

Totally Crest Fallen

Well, today is the first day of Chinese New Year. First and foremost I would like to ask readers, how much did you earn* today? hahaa

(I know you will read my post, but what I hope is to let you understand what I feel. No offence. Cause I also don't want to lose you as my friend.)

Actually, I planned to drop by my friend's house and at the same time got some angpau from her parents (I'm not greedy k..) . Before that, I informed her first. [call lo] But you know what, it's totally crest fallen for me. Now Chinese New Year right, it's normal for ones to visit friends' and relatives' house. But why and how could she replied me with her atonished voice: Why you want come my house? (a bit hurt, I also get shocked how could you say this to me.) Then, I had cancelled the plan.

Sorry if there's anything hurts you. Friendship forever. =)

农历新年到咯~~

农历新年到咯~~我想大家都买好年货，新衣，新鞋了吧。

记得上次姑婆来我家，突然说到买新衣过新年。

以前赚的钱不怎么多，孩子的新衣当然没像我们现在一样，要几新潮就几新潮，东挑又西选，选到漂亮的衣裳-价钱也是很“美”咯，吵着爸妈直到买到了才肯罢休。对吧?

以前他让孩子穿校服当作新衣，我听到时感到非常的讶异。（换作是你也会吓到吧），
以前的孩子天真，那有像现在的孩子那样的挑剔。这个不要那个不美……bla bla bla.

所以……天下孩子们（包括我…哈哈）不要向爸妈要求太多哦。


恭祝大家，虎年行大运，心想事成！万事如意！

He saw me, He called my name..

This morning, when i was going to bring tangerines to Indian friends, I was astonished to hear the miserable news from them --- Our beloved teacher, En. Sharafudin had passed away in this morning. So sorry to hear that.(T.T) He was my Form 1 Kedah BM teacher. Even though he teached me just ONE year, 3 years later he still remembered my name. He saw me, He called my name. What a kind teacher! (Although sometimes we doubted his ability of teaching as during the class he would fall asleep. But you know, actually he was sick for long time ago. I discovered that every morning he would take medicine and getting sleepy. I'm sorry because of that.)

The time the malays recited the morning prayers, the ustaz declared the news. The whole school mourned for him. I can't hold my tears when the ustaz claimed the real time of his death which was 5.30am. (That time, everyone was still sleeping on the bed, for granted.) I cried under my breath. (Don't laugh at me. >.<) [ I notice that many death news can be heard in 2010. An unfortunate year?]

The sky was still blue, the sweattering sun still remained. But there's a change on this earth, one person was departed, I think more than one. In other place, other state, other country. So, may everyone cherishes your loved one. Now and always.

Rest in peace, Cikgu........T.T

诉说的心情

我
像《青色的围墙》的姗姗爱哭
像四眼田鸡己人忧天
像任贤齐的心太软……

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一天，爸对我说：“有时啊，不要把自己看得太高，知道吗？”
“嗯。” 把这句话分解在头脑里。
“看得太高的话，有一天你会倒，知道吗？”
“嗯。”

有些说不出的话，
收在心里的角落。

p/s: 我也不懂我想要表达的是什么…

都是你 光良

光良-都是你 专辑:约定谁

改变了我的世界

没有方向 没有日夜

我看着天这 一刻在想你

是否会对我 一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦

等到那天我们来实现

我望着天 在心中默默念

下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心 装满的都是你

我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你

我的日记写 满的都是你的名

才发现 又另一个黎明

Missing or missing?

Sometime, do you think it's better than you don't know the truth rather than know about something? Something that will hurt you, deep in the core.

Heard some people said or agree that,年龄不是问题，高度不是距离，体重不是压力。Of course I'm not facing three of them, what I want to say is a bit related with distance.

it's quite impossible for me and you*. I know it. So, what can I do is just keep on dreaming and imagining. ( Don't ever think I'm sick. As if you miss someone, you will do the same thing as me. =) Right? )

p/s: I can't wait for June! (but I also hope that he'll be there for me too.)