第一次

各位千万别想歪哦……嘻嘻。

我的第一次开始……

还记得在小学就读最后一年，也就是六年级，那些做惯正副班长的都升级了，成为学校的正副巡察团长，有好几位在老师精心挑选下也做了巡察员，班上唯有剩下一些“平民”，我就是其中一位。在这种情况下犹如“蜀中无大将，廖化作先锋”，而我就是那个廖化，做了六紫班的正班长。


第二次的第一次……

今天，华文学会开会，讨论2010/2011的会员大会。最意想不到的是，我被推选并荣获最多票成了这一届的华文学会主席。说实在的，当时的心情七上八下。有着不善于表达的缺点，很难控制整个场面。站在前面面对这几十个面孔是非常需要很大的勇气。这第一次可说是一种挑战。无论如何，我会尽我所能在老师和朋友们的协助下把华文学会的事务办妥，同时也会提高我的办事能力和领导能力。

谢谢大家哦。

Fight for Freedom.Peace.Happiness

There's no miracle unless you do it by heart.
MalimaliHom also can't work unless you trust yourself that you can achieve it.

含泪•写

我只想把我心里的感受说给你听……

“你现在的心情就像当天我想妈发脾气，我不想再听她啰嗦，就很不礼貌地骂静静。过后去补习的时候，我发简讯给妈说‘sorry’。”

但……

那时，我静静地哭了。此时，你伤害了我。

在想，我不向你倾诉，还有谁？
在想，我还是你的好朋友吗？
在想，是否还要参你一起去嘉年华？

今年，不知不觉，少了很多谈得来的朋友……变得有距离感……变得孤单……变得……
也许，我做了人生中最大的错误……

感觉上，朋友忽视了…我的存在。。。

Sorry Mum..

I found that I was being so inconsiderate as I arranged 3 subjects of tuition today. It was full-packed of tuitions. For me, it's not a big deal even before I went for Add Math tuition, I went to the gym as I still could overcome it. But I neglected my mum.

After gym-ing, I waited mum to fetch me. I called her two times-I was scolded by her 2 times. And finally, she arrived. When I entered the car..

"Everyday be your 'ah sam' and driver enough already," said mum angrily.
There was nothing that I could say at the moment. I just kept quiet.
Sorry MUM..


p/s: Fringe makes me look like a nerd..TT I think so.

Getting mad easily recently. I even nearly fall out with my best friend. Through msn, nobody know, the one who chats with you, how his or her face expression is.

Don't know why. It seems like everything opposing me. Hate the feeling, hate myself being like that. All the negative thoughts come to my mind, screw me up. Sigh.

Going insane, am I?

Maybe only D. can distract my attention from thinking such thing..

Flashback..

The feeling of evoke something that is meaningful to us is quite good. I had just went through my older post of my my blog. It seems like many things were happened around us without any notice. It passed day by day. Some of them are sweet memories, some of them are nightmares. The teachers, especially Pn. Amanah who teaches us English, the sentence that always comes out from the mouth is Life does not come easy. What she says is right, no doubts.

The passage shown beside with the picture is saying me, or maybe you too, or maybe anyone of us. I would like to highlight the sentence: 我是不是原本就属于那个世界，是现实把我捉来并囚(qiu 2)禁了我吗？

ps: Now it's already 1.50am. And tomorrow is school day somemore. Sigh. Recently, I really don't know what I was thinking about. Think too much already. Maybe D. again or others.

Hopeless sigh..

First and foremost, I would like to say sorry to those who sent messages to me yesterday. Yesterday afternoon, I took a nap after reading the novel. Due to my weariness, I overslept. When I woke up, the clock was showing 2.15 a.m. I was surprised that how could I sleep for the whole afternoon and night. Gosh. Of course, the first thing I did was finish my homework. (erm..none of them was done. @@ haiz..) So I didn't notice my handset which was left in my bedroom. Sorry guys.

Now, let me talk about the title of this post which is related the picture shown. Today, we got the BC paper from the teacher. While she distributed the paper, at the same time she told everybody's marks to let everybody knew their own achievements. I never expect that I will get high marks. Maybe I'm not so interested in BC, so the result came with a word, SUCKS. Sigh~~
The reading comprehension is to let the students to understand the entire passage and then answer the following questions. But the problem is, the ability of a person to think and understand the same passage compared to another person, it's totally different. Because each of us was born with different brains, and the brains may receive and interpret the message definitely different. So, please, Miss XXX I know you get high mark for XX, but please DO NOT say people's disability even though you are not saying me.

No Offence. Just straight to the Points.

You know what, I'm trying to be part of you all. Maybe you think that it's up to me if I want to join. But sometimes, I was unwelcomed or ignored by you. Well, I didn't blame you when you were talking something secretive. I also knew that it is out of my business. So I just kept quiet. Ahem..Excuse me, don't ever think that I want people to respect me like a boss. No! I just want to be your true, real forever friend. And not an outsider, temporary-used friend. I know what I express in my blog may end up our friendship which has lasted for about 9 years. Anyway, as my teacher said, if the relationship between you and your friends is strong, you dare to face them and tell them the mistake that he or she did. So if you know I'm mentioning you, just keep it inside your heart.