他不爱我 He does not love me

他不爱我

牵手的时候太冷清

拥抱的时候不够靠近

他不爱我

说话的时候不认真

沉默的时候又太用心

我知道他不爱我

他的眼神说出他的心

我看透了他的心

还有别人逗留的背影

他的回忆 清除得不够干净

我看到了他的心

演的全是他和她的电影

他不爱我

尽管如此

他还是赢走了我的心

Never POSTPONE!

Recently, I didn't have a nice sleep throughout the week. Damn tired!
Just now, I had a drink of Old Town White Coffee, it's nice, smell good! Have a try. =)

And now, it is 1.56am, I plan to finish my karangan, entitled - Kenaikan Harga Barang, Apakah Tindakan Kita? Gosh, such title is strange for me. It's difficult to expand and show the examples.
Arghh..I think I will pass it up on Monday. Sorry teacher~~ =)

I'm not LAZY, I just don't know how to write.
I don't want to PROCRASTINATE my assignment, but I'm forced to do it.
I don't want to WASTE my time, but my reaction time takes too long.
BUT when you think back, at the end, you must to finish up the work that you postpone.(telling to myself) Right?

I'm going to sleep right now. Good night. Ops, it's supposed to be Good morning I think.
Feeling dizzy~~

So Called "Dream Guy"

"If you are the black hole, I will be attracted by You"----by Hui Cin.

Today, let's us talk about the black hole. My dearest readers, I promised you last time I would explain the hidden meaning of the sentence above in my coming post. And here it is. =)

Black hole, means the guy who has his own virtues. These virtues can be anything. Sports, arts as long as it is not negative act. And this guy can also let me rely on, and he can make his own money in future for sure.

Here is my Dream Guy Equation:
Virtue + Height + 5H + 5C = Dream Guy

*5H: Honest, Healthy, Humble, Handsome, Helpful
*5C: Cash, Carrier, Credit Card, Condominium, Car

So called "Dream" guy, means it will not come true?
By the way, I think this kind of guys are nearly extinct. Or I not yet meet him..

Maybe one fine day in my future.

Then the story will start with..
"Once upon a time...."
and end with
"....Both of them lived merrily without wars and worries"

Poem? Rapper?

I miss you D.
Like floating on the Sea
That's why you never see Me
Then I put on your Tee
And shout at you, "You Are My Baby!"
I know it's not as easy as ABC
But you can't hear Me
I'm waiting Impatiently
And Finally
You come to me and say "I Love You Honey!"

乘风 想飞

唱：王蓝茵

一个人看窗外风景

雾吹起就会看不清

我写信 拼好零散的记忆

却不懂该寄去哪里

地平线总会有距离

即使跟世界多靠近

在心里 记得你说过一句

我们无法一起飞行

思念会不会又时差的问题

我不想放弃却又害怕你忘记

拥抱的温度我无法装进行李

只好让天空代替

我乘着风 雨刚刚飘过

淋湿了我的梦

你让我把爱一点一点归还给天空

熟悉了气候

才知道这不是我最想要的自由

我乘着风 有晴天路过

第几次我心动

收集了所有你最爱的日光和云朵

降落的时候

才清楚看见你一直在原地守候

FAT the Sticker!

Just now I came back from my breakfast, I met an aunty, my mum's friend.
....
"Hey, you grow fatter than before lerh," said the aunty.
(Gosh..You know what, she shouted at me on the street. How embarrassed was I! Because There were other aunties sitting beside her.)
"Got meh.." I replied. (Fine, I admit I'm fat.)
"Don't eat too much ya, not nice lo if fat," she reminded me.
"..." A forced smile grown on my face. Speechless.
"Last time I saw you, you looked small and thin," she emphasized.
(Last time, I was just a little kid, and now I have reached puberty.)
"..." there's no point I could rebute, standing at there.
Then she continued the other topic--school stuffs.

Omg, it was first time that I was shot directly and continuously by aunties, without any defence. Gawd~~

ps: Aunty, I promise you next time when you see me, no longer the fat me. And my feedback will be.."Wa..you become slimmer and prettier lerh" (hehe..I think it is a bit exaggerated)

Life comes and goes..

Erm..I'm not going to explain the hidden meaning of the sentence yet. (wait until there are more then 5 people guess the meaning. =p ) Secretive? No la. Actually I like to share every single part of my life, even the dirty little secrets of my family. Because of my this habit, I will be scolded by my bro most of the time. Is it a dont? Hmm..wondering~~

*Since I met you, I'm glad I found you
My life is fully lighted with your presence
Right now I'm waiting and welcoming you to my world, to my heart
But there's nothing I can do for you, and for me
Because I'm still at early age and there's nothing I can blame
And there is only one thing, to do, three words, for you, I love you ( this one from lyric)
I like fate because it makes "you and me"
I hate fate because I can't be with you
Wishing, imaging and thinking of you all the time
And you're playin', enjoying all the time
I'm naive, isn't I? *


Ps: D. and my other dearest friends, gambateh in your basketball competition ya. Sobbing because I can't watch live.

Justin Bieber, I love you..

"Baby baby baby nooo" That's what I sing all the time..haha. Don't believe? Ask my friends, I think they feel I'm so annoying. Sorry ya, I was out of control.

Bieber's charming face, blonde hair, every step of his dancing moves and his awesome songs deeply attract my attention. And he is cute~~ =p

My dear readers, do you ever notice the subtitle of my blog written at the corner of the black hole-picture? "If you are the black hole, I will be attracted by you." It came out from my mind. Try to think the hidden meaning. (you can give your responds in the chat box.) And I will explain it in my coming post. =)

This few days, you like disappear in my world.

There's no contact between us.

Less.

I Miss You.

miss you A LOT!