依赖 by Scene

慢慢地睁开双眼

一条隙缝出现在眼前

温暖的阳光不断地涌入

眼里 看见你就在我身边

我脑海中不断地旋转

一幕幕与你同在的时光

只希望时间停留在那一站

因为你的离去让我失去安全感

我想要依赖你一辈子

但这个突然来得太迟

不懂你对我是否有同样的意思

也许你相信这是不可能的事

我想要依赖你一辈子

但担心是我冲动一时

不肯确定这是我的最后一次

因为我不想做伤害彼此的事

我想让你知道

遇见你是我最幸运的事

我想让你知道

你咪咪的双眼总是逗我笑

我想让你知道

顿时我发现喜欢上你的事

Today FULL!

Today, I'm not at home from noon until 10pm. Hanging out with friends for the whole day. Phew~~

This is my routine for today.

Watch Ghost Eye

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Add Math Tuition

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Chinese Tuition

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Anyway. I'm not tired. =)

There are many College guys going to watch the same movie as I want to watch. Well. Just 2 of them in our "group". Hannee, Chong Chiat, Tze Seong and I sit together. =)

*Actually there are still a couple coming with us. But we seperate our seats with them. As Terry's mum says, THIS IS FOR THEIR OWN GOOD! Haha..

Poor CC sits by my side, suffering from my scream. Haha. Seriously, I'm timid to watch scary movie. The moment after shouting, I'm panting and gasping for air, my heart is pumping so fast. Hmm..I rate this movie as 7/10.

Well, right after watching movie, we plan to have lunch but it ends up two of us, me and hannee eating at Hua Tuo Guan. CC has an emergency then leaves us without saying. =( At first, I really mind his deed, and this makes me moody during attending tuition. But since he not purposely to do that so...I forgive him la~~~hehee.. =) Seong lerh, I think he joins the "One-girl-to-many guys" group. I have misunderstood him. hehe. He heads for home after CC leaves.

Then gossip time during lunch time with Hannee. Shhhhh. =P

S.T.U.P.I.D

Well, school final exam eventually comes to an end. What a relief!

However, when I recall it back, it was such awful. You know why, during the exam weeks, I just slept for approximately less than 5 hours. This is my last minute preparation. So called "last minute", of course I cant answer the questions well. As I looked at them, they looked at me. Staring. I have no choice as I didnt finish studying on time, so what I can do is "boom"(simply write down the answer with my dim impression) here and there. Smelly. But I think at least I can get a PASS for every subject. Hope so.

*Never do the same thing as me. You will suffer, feel tortured.

Since I changed the class from 4K to 4N, I found that I become talkactive and slightly dependant. Frankly, this is not the way I like. As the saying goes, who stays near ink gets stained black, YES I DO. Well, I'm not going to blame anyone. Just, maybe I'm out of control doing something I shouldnt.

I'm from one become two, single become "couple". Opss! I'm not in love. please.

Exam Week

Final exam is coming nearer and nearer. And I havent prepare it well.

My heart is not here mostly. It's not on holidays but fall in someone else.

I do something that is unpredictable. I realise it but I dont make it a move.

I hope the someone to online. So that I can have a chat with him and my heart will feel better.

That's all for today.