January 18, 2010

Our Song-- 听你弹钢琴 欧得洋


欧得洋-听你弹钢琴
你说你想去 学钢琴
等你学会了弹给我听
你爱在我掌心末里练习
孩子般的表情
我喜欢听你 弹钢琴
十指滑落琴键的声音
笨拙的琴音回荡在屋里
不华丽却温馨
我喜欢听你弹钢琴
听你分分秒秒的心情
低音代表伤心
高音却越开心
我喜欢听你弹钢琴
听你用五线谱带我去旅行
遇上休止符
闭上眼会听见爱的延长音

January 17, 2010

It's Him..

Yesterday night, or I can say midnight, he gave me a call.
To tell you the truth, it has been a long time we no keep in touch.
Hmm..
It lasted for one hour something. Until his phone had no battery. Haha.
Maybe, I still miss him.
Or maybe not.

So many things strike me as familiar.
And it's still clear in my mind.
Like what you watch the slide show.
Slide by slide.

We talked a lot on the phone.
We laughed.
We sang.
Just like what we did in the past.

I shouldn't think so much about that.
But it's hard for me to not bother it.
Confusing.

Now, it's time for me to stop.
Stop thinking about him.
And think about the future.

We can't change the past.
But we got the right, are able
To change, to choose
what future we want.

So, it's time for me to adjust to the real world.
That's..
Continue my Homework!!!!

January 4, 2010

A New Start! Part 2

Hey dudes! The beginning of 2010, it seems like everything's not smooth and easy to get into the new subjects and even the previous subjects we learnt before. All of them are tough as the SPM formats are totally DIFFERENT compare to PMR. No wonder a lot of people said that PMR so easy nia.==

So sucks! [sighed]. The school reopens, Tuitions also reopen. After school, I have to rush to the tuition centre. It really makes me dizzy. Even I need to having my lunch in the car. == And today is already the 2nd day. Gosh. There's still got 1 more year for me to rush. @@

Let me show you my list of tuitions, it's really out of breath:
Sunday = Chemistry = 4 to 6
Monday = Add. Math. = 3.20 to 6
Tuesday = B.Malaysia = 4 to 6
Wednesday = Physic = 8 to 10
Thursday = English = 4 to 6 (but maybe will change to Sunday night. Sunday is pretty busy day for me starting from next month.)
Saturday = Chinese = 7.15 to 10

Hmm..Anyway, it's worth! =) I will face it with my grinning face all the time! To all my friends, seniors and juniors, Gambateh!!

Well. Now is already 10.55pm. It's not holiday anymore. It's late, guys. I'm going to sleep. Good night, D..

December 29, 2009

A New Start!

Hey, everyone!
I know I had been a long time no updating my blog. Sorry~~ =)

As you all know, it's easy to judge people.
eg 1: eii, that boy so leng zai lerh..
eg 2: A: eii, she write the essays so well!
B: Aiya, u dun know meh, her english so pro de..
eg 3: that one, XXX so clever, his/her future sure very bright and do a good job.

BUT, it's hard to know your own personality, ability and resposibility. I think we should always ask ourselves. Who am I actually? How the person am I? Some people just follow their friends blindly. For instant, the place of tuition, take what subjects, read novels (espeacially English), the wearing style, buy branded thing (for action)...I think those examples always happen in your surroundings. Right?

But to tell you the truth, I'm not really know that what kind of person am I. I need someone to tell me about that if you find something of me. I know a theory of, when you come to this world, don't care how pretty or ugly you are, how high or low IQ and EQ you got, how lucky or unlucky you are, how rich or poor you are, You should do your best, play your own role. And I start to be myself now. =) Finding.. The real side of me....

December 27, 2009

TAGged by Hannee..

1. 你的名字 - 张慧君
2. 最近最鬱闷的事? - haven't hang out with friends and my weight..arghhh
3. 最受不了自己的哪个缺点? - 哭包,批评人
4. 遇到喜欢的人,你会勇敢表白还是默默关注?- 默默关注…后…再勇敢表白…哈哈
5. 说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除):是我的最好的聆听者,能够体谅(我…嘻嘻!),
6. 以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表 -小孩脸…
7. 你现在最想拥有的是什麼? - 新的电脑!
8. 什麼时候感觉最开心? - playtime lo..
9. 恋人/老公/老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼?- play basketball very well, English well too =)
10.说出5个好朋友 - Hannee (only gua..haiz)
11.现在最想做的事? - erm..do some preparations for next year
12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市 ? - 欧洲,台湾
13.你为什麼要回答这些问题 ? - maybe through this quiz, other people will know more about me
14.你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性 ? - "qing xu hua"
15.什麼时候觉得孤独 ? - 没有朋友的陪伴加上家人的
16.最近一次掉眼泪是 ? - 2009 Christmas Day
17.请列出喜欢的饮料 ? - 薏米水,苹果汁
18.家人重要还是伴侣重要 ? - 家人
19.你希望点你名的人成为你的 ? - 永远拆不散的死党!
20.觉得生命中少不了什么?-朋友……最真挚的朋友!

December 4, 2009

爱疯了 戴佩妮

不敢问 却一直想问 你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜 却一直想猜 如回去有没有可能
我不够完整 你给的从来不够完整
你一个语气都无法确认 这种缺乏是什么象征
不开灯 我不要开灯 我身边容不下别的人
不锁门 我不要锁门 你回来是一种信任
我那么的认真 去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人而 结论始终是疑问
我爱疯了 我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了 我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人
选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的 选择
我想我 疯了