He saw me, He called my name..

This morning, when i was going to bring tangerines to Indian friends, I was astonished to hear the miserable news from them --- Our beloved teacher, En. Sharafudin had passed away in this morning. So sorry to hear that.(T.T) He was my Form 1 Kedah BM teacher. Even though he teached me just ONE year, 3 years later he still remembered my name. He saw me, He called my name. What a kind teacher! (Although sometimes we doubted his ability of teaching as during the class he would fall asleep. But you know, actually he was sick for long time ago. I discovered that every morning he would take medicine and getting sleepy. I'm sorry because of that.)

The time the malays recited the morning prayers, the ustaz declared the news. The whole school mourned for him. I can't hold my tears when the ustaz claimed the real time of his death which was 5.30am. (That time, everyone was still sleeping on the bed, for granted.) I cried under my breath. (Don't laugh at me. >.<) [ I notice that many death news can be heard in 2010. An unfortunate year?]

The sky was still blue, the sweattering sun still remained. But there's a change on this earth, one person was departed, I think more than one. In other place, other state, other country. So, may everyone cherishes your loved one. Now and always.

Rest in peace, Cikgu........T.T

诉说的心情

我
像《青色的围墙》的姗姗爱哭
像四眼田鸡己人忧天
像任贤齐的心太软……

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一天，爸对我说：“有时啊，不要把自己看得太高，知道吗？”
“嗯。” 把这句话分解在头脑里。
“看得太高的话，有一天你会倒，知道吗？”
“嗯。”

有些说不出的话，
收在心里的角落。

p/s: 我也不懂我想要表达的是什么…

都是你 光良

光良-都是你 专辑:约定谁

改变了我的世界

没有方向 没有日夜

我看着天这 一刻在想你

是否会对我 一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦

等到那天我们来实现

我望着天 在心中默默念

下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心 装满的都是你

我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你

我的日记写 满的都是你的名

才发现 又另一个黎明

Missing or missing?

Sometime, do you think it's better than you don't know the truth rather than know about something? Something that will hurt you, deep in the core.

Heard some people said or agree that,年龄不是问题，高度不是距离，体重不是压力。Of course I'm not facing three of them, what I want to say is a bit related with distance.

it's quite impossible for me and you*. I know it. So, what can I do is just keep on dreaming and imagining. ( Don't ever think I'm sick. As if you miss someone, you will do the same thing as me. =) Right? )

p/s: I can't wait for June! (but I also hope that he'll be there for me too.)

肺腑之言 之迎新会

今天的迎新会终于告一段落。

（回想……）
从上个星期直到这个星期，我们筹委们都为这中一（+中二）迎新兼交流会做了许多准备功夫。
绞尽脑汁想游戏，准备道具，分组，分配工作，安排时间，做书签……
也为了之前老师的反对，我们都特地留下来开会，又绞尽脑汁…你一言我一句地发表意见…

（忙碌了两个星期……）
期待已久的迎新会终于到了，因为毕竟是我们（中四lerh)第一次，一手一脚把它搞起来。当然我们的希望是，只许成功，不许失败！
3.30pm，上完华文课，我们都冲忙地到各自的目的就绪。
学妹们都集合在华文班。反应热烈。

检讨（一）
那时，副主席和财政主持着迎新会。（我们的正主席呢？不是由她来开幕吗？）

检讨（二)
反应热烈是应该，既是理所当然的事。但，过于“热烈”就不是理说当然,是态度欠佳。不要以为平常与一些学姐谈得来，就可以放肆，有时看是什么场合，对的是什么人。（这是我个人对学妹的忠告，如有读这篇章，不要以为是一种针对，或不爽之类的，只要你认为是对的，就把它铭记在心，不对的就把它抛到九霄云外吧。本人毫无恶意。）需团结一致，尝试听取别人的指示。

在此，我也向大家分享其他委员对这活动的感想：

“分享了我们的第一次……

虽然，我们付出了所有的努力，

虽然我们的努力拼凑了一个缺了角的方形。

但，

我们至少多了一份经验。

所以我们应该重新整理我们自己，

迎新下一次！

加油，加油！B-)”

“我们已经尽力了，

虽然不是很完美……

但尽力就够了…

在过程中，如果我又做错什么事

或令你们不爽什么，

我在这跟大家道歉…对不起。

很高兴能跟大家玩在一起，

我真得很开心……

谢谢你们…… :-D”

Ahem..I'm not Lesbian

Hmm..

Today, there's nothing happened in the school, but there's something happen to me. Opss. Not as what as you think okay. Relax. Erm. You know, during the class, I will take note of her. I cares her much than other of my friends. She is my bosom friend, but she doesn't sit beside me. Well.. I won't force her, It's ok, I didn't mind it so much. It's her choice, right? But sometimes I quite concern about her, as there's many "parasites" surrounding her. Always crapping at there. So annoying. They just disturbing people to study during the class. Erm.. Maybe you start thinking that "Are you sick or abnormal? " Curious about that? Right?

Then my answer is..

Ahem, I'm not Lesbian.

匿名的好友 杨丞琳

独送昏暗不离的风

回忆里被爱 那股激动
天色好红 温柔好浓

在胸口浮现你的面容

一起活在这城市里

更 提起你名字 心还跳动

却没重逢 只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动

也许我们当时年纪真的太小

从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空

该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友

其实我的执着依然执着

与你无关泪自行吸收

不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚

当所有如果都没有如果

只有失去的温柔 最温柔

当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱那股激动

天色好红温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容

也许我们当时年纪真的太小

从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空

那是什么 让彼此选择又不仅是尊重

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友

其实我的执着依然执着

却决心和你不再联络

不能握的手 却比爱人更长久

当所有如果 都没有如果

只有失去的拥有 最永久