Flashback..

The feeling of evoke something that is meaningful to us is quite good. I had just went through my older post of my my blog. It seems like many things were happened around us without any notice. It passed day by day. Some of them are sweet memories, some of them are nightmares. The teachers, especially Pn. Amanah who teaches us English, the sentence that always comes out from the mouth is Life does not come easy. What she says is right, no doubts.

The passage shown beside with the picture is saying me, or maybe you too, or maybe anyone of us. I would like to highlight the sentence: 我是不是原本就属于那个世界，是现实把我捉来并囚(qiu 2)禁了我吗？

ps: Now it's already 1.50am. And tomorrow is school day somemore. Sigh. Recently, I really don't know what I was thinking about. Think too much already. Maybe D. again or others.

Hopeless sigh..

First and foremost, I would like to say sorry to those who sent messages to me yesterday. Yesterday afternoon, I took a nap after reading the novel. Due to my weariness, I overslept. When I woke up, the clock was showing 2.15 a.m. I was surprised that how could I sleep for the whole afternoon and night. Gosh. Of course, the first thing I did was finish my homework. (erm..none of them was done. @@ haiz..) So I didn't notice my handset which was left in my bedroom. Sorry guys.

Now, let me talk about the title of this post which is related the picture shown. Today, we got the BC paper from the teacher. While she distributed the paper, at the same time she told everybody's marks to let everybody knew their own achievements. I never expect that I will get high marks. Maybe I'm not so interested in BC, so the result came with a word, SUCKS. Sigh~~
The reading comprehension is to let the students to understand the entire passage and then answer the following questions. But the problem is, the ability of a person to think and understand the same passage compared to another person, it's totally different. Because each of us was born with different brains, and the brains may receive and interpret the message definitely different. So, please, Miss XXX I know you get high mark for XX, but please DO NOT say people's disability even though you are not saying me.

No Offence. Just straight to the Points.

You know what, I'm trying to be part of you all. Maybe you think that it's up to me if I want to join. But sometimes, I was unwelcomed or ignored by you. Well, I didn't blame you when you were talking something secretive. I also knew that it is out of my business. So I just kept quiet. Ahem..Excuse me, don't ever think that I want people to respect me like a boss. No! I just want to be your true, real forever friend. And not an outsider, temporary-used friend. I know what I express in my blog may end up our friendship which has lasted for about 9 years. Anyway, as my teacher said, if the relationship between you and your friends is strong, you dare to face them and tell them the mistake that he or she did. So if you know I'm mentioning you, just keep it inside your heart.

回到过去 周杰伦

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯

时间在旁闷不吭声

寂寞下手毫无分寸

不懂得轻重之分

沉默支撑跃过陌生

静静看着凌晨黄昏

你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋

该往哪我看不见

也许爱在梦的另一端

无法存活在真实的空间

想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里

羞怯的脸带有一点稚气

想看你看的世界 想在你梦的画面

只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

想回到过去 试着让故事继续

至少不会再让你离我而去

分散时间的注意 这次会抱的更紧

这样挽留不知还来不来得及

想回到过去

Totally Crest Fallen

Well, today is the first day of Chinese New Year. First and foremost I would like to ask readers, how much did you earn* today? hahaa

(I know you will read my post, but what I hope is to let you understand what I feel. No offence. Cause I also don't want to lose you as my friend.)

Actually, I planned to drop by my friend's house and at the same time got some angpau from her parents (I'm not greedy k..) . Before that, I informed her first. [call lo] But you know what, it's totally crest fallen for me. Now Chinese New Year right, it's normal for ones to visit friends' and relatives' house. But why and how could she replied me with her atonished voice: Why you want come my house? (a bit hurt, I also get shocked how could you say this to me.) Then, I had cancelled the plan.

Sorry if there's anything hurts you. Friendship forever. =)

农历新年到咯~~

农历新年到咯~~我想大家都买好年货，新衣，新鞋了吧。

记得上次姑婆来我家，突然说到买新衣过新年。

以前赚的钱不怎么多，孩子的新衣当然没像我们现在一样，要几新潮就几新潮，东挑又西选，选到漂亮的衣裳-价钱也是很“美”咯，吵着爸妈直到买到了才肯罢休。对吧?

以前他让孩子穿校服当作新衣，我听到时感到非常的讶异。（换作是你也会吓到吧），
以前的孩子天真，那有像现在的孩子那样的挑剔。这个不要那个不美……bla bla bla.

所以……天下孩子们（包括我…哈哈）不要向爸妈要求太多哦。


恭祝大家，虎年行大运，心想事成！万事如意！

He saw me, He called my name..

This morning, when i was going to bring tangerines to Indian friends, I was astonished to hear the miserable news from them --- Our beloved teacher, En. Sharafudin had passed away in this morning. So sorry to hear that.(T.T) He was my Form 1 Kedah BM teacher. Even though he teached me just ONE year, 3 years later he still remembered my name. He saw me, He called my name. What a kind teacher! (Although sometimes we doubted his ability of teaching as during the class he would fall asleep. But you know, actually he was sick for long time ago. I discovered that every morning he would take medicine and getting sleepy. I'm sorry because of that.)

The time the malays recited the morning prayers, the ustaz declared the news. The whole school mourned for him. I can't hold my tears when the ustaz claimed the real time of his death which was 5.30am. (That time, everyone was still sleeping on the bed, for granted.) I cried under my breath. (Don't laugh at me. >.<) [ I notice that many death news can be heard in 2010. An unfortunate year?]

The sky was still blue, the sweattering sun still remained. But there's a change on this earth, one person was departed, I think more than one. In other place, other state, other country. So, may everyone cherishes your loved one. Now and always.

Rest in peace, Cikgu........T.T