Long Time no Write.

Hmm..long time no write posts. I think my grammar is getting worse. Aww..

I'm not missing in this few days but I'm lazy to update my blog. Well, it is just the beginning of the holidays. When thinking about holidays, the first thing that comes to our mind is enjoy, enjoy, and enjoy, right? Haha. But I'm different from now, I AM HALF-FORM 5 STUDENT, although some people say form 4's life is such honeymoon year. I want to correct it. IT ISN'T A HONEYMOON YEAR! IT'S TIME TO BRUSH UP YOURSELF ( AND MYSELF) AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. Seriously, it's not a joke.

Before the arrival of holidays, I had read one of the previous "xue hai" papers. It was a composing (chinese song) competition held by Chinese Society of Universiti Malaya. At the moment, I was thinking to participate the competition. But there are many things trouble me. Firstly, I'm not really know about music, I can just write lyrics if the inspiration comes to my mind. Secondly, because I am such a dumb in music, so I need to find a composer. I eventually found a suitable composer to help me, Wei Ann. There is an obstacle between us which is communication. I think she has strict parents. She has no handset and even msn. (Wei Ann, I'm not offending you. Don't misunderstand me ya. =) ) Since I not really want it to be too open, so I decide to give up taking part in. *Wei Ann, I give up not because of you and I didnt blame you. So you dont be sorry. =)


* To be continued....

依赖 by Scene

慢慢地睁开双眼

一条隙缝出现在眼前

温暖的阳光不断地涌入

眼里 看见你就在我身边

我脑海中不断地旋转

一幕幕与你同在的时光

只希望时间停留在那一站

因为你的离去让我失去安全感

我想要依赖你一辈子

但这个突然来得太迟

不懂你对我是否有同样的意思

也许你相信这是不可能的事

我想要依赖你一辈子

但担心是我冲动一时

不肯确定这是我的最后一次

因为我不想做伤害彼此的事

我想让你知道

遇见你是我最幸运的事

我想让你知道

你咪咪的双眼总是逗我笑

我想让你知道

顿时我发现喜欢上你的事

Today FULL!

Today, I'm not at home from noon until 10pm. Hanging out with friends for the whole day. Phew~~

This is my routine for today.

Watch Ghost Eye

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Add Math Tuition

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Chinese Tuition

=.=''

Anyway. I'm not tired. =)

There are many College guys going to watch the same movie as I want to watch. Well. Just 2 of them in our "group". Hannee, Chong Chiat, Tze Seong and I sit together. =)

*Actually there are still a couple coming with us. But we seperate our seats with them. As Terry's mum says, THIS IS FOR THEIR OWN GOOD! Haha..

Poor CC sits by my side, suffering from my scream. Haha. Seriously, I'm timid to watch scary movie. The moment after shouting, I'm panting and gasping for air, my heart is pumping so fast. Hmm..I rate this movie as 7/10.

Well, right after watching movie, we plan to have lunch but it ends up two of us, me and hannee eating at Hua Tuo Guan. CC has an emergency then leaves us without saying. =( At first, I really mind his deed, and this makes me moody during attending tuition. But since he not purposely to do that so...I forgive him la~~~hehee.. =) Seong lerh, I think he joins the "One-girl-to-many guys" group. I have misunderstood him. hehe. He heads for home after CC leaves.

Then gossip time during lunch time with Hannee. Shhhhh. =P

S.T.U.P.I.D

Well, school final exam eventually comes to an end. What a relief!

However, when I recall it back, it was such awful. You know why, during the exam weeks, I just slept for approximately less than 5 hours. This is my last minute preparation. So called "last minute", of course I cant answer the questions well. As I looked at them, they looked at me. Staring. I have no choice as I didnt finish studying on time, so what I can do is "boom"(simply write down the answer with my dim impression) here and there. Smelly. But I think at least I can get a PASS for every subject. Hope so.

*Never do the same thing as me. You will suffer, feel tortured.

Since I changed the class from 4K to 4N, I found that I become talkactive and slightly dependant. Frankly, this is not the way I like. As the saying goes, who stays near ink gets stained black, YES I DO. Well, I'm not going to blame anyone. Just, maybe I'm out of control doing something I shouldnt.

I'm from one become two, single become "couple". Opss! I'm not in love. please.

Exam Week

Final exam is coming nearer and nearer. And I havent prepare it well.

My heart is not here mostly. It's not on holidays but fall in someone else.

I do something that is unpredictable. I realise it but I dont make it a move.

I hope the someone to online. So that I can have a chat with him and my heart will feel better.

That's all for today.

发现爱

刚才 一幕幕的
看你的照片

我发现
我对你的爱 仍没有退色

以为时间 能冲淡一切
但“时间” 对我来说
并不是良药

虽然
我常对自己说
这世界很大 人生路途还很遥远

但
我始终改变不了

我知道一切早已结束
但 我希望有“如果”的一天


如果还有机会，我想和你在一起。
因为 除了你，我看不上任何人。

Let It Start Again!

I think I need to stop doing the things that are just wasting my time.
I spent my time on watching movie (Gossip Girl), watching TV, eating, sleeping instead of studying and completing my work.
I'm not sure about it. Because of high radiation of the computer, my touch-screen phone which is placed by my side during sleeping time, they make me dizzy in this few days.
And I had just take the medicine to cure my dizziness.
I think I need to stay away from staring the computer and doing nonsense.

So, It's time to

Make A MOVE!