Hidden Truth

I was invited to attend the wedding dinner of Hannee's sis. Well. I just come back from there. Now I'm in pyjamas. Blogging.

I'm so sorry that I don't upload any picture as the camera had taken by my bro. arghh. Anyway, Wanyi brought hers. =) Had fun there. Besides Wanyi, my classmates were invited too. They are Shall Ting, Chiew Tin, Dorene, Ellyssa and Siew Chooi.

It's time for me to COMPLIMENT.
When I saw Hannee at my First Sight, only ONE WORD can describe her Gorgeous!
My First Thought was "WOW! She looks so Mature! Sexy! Really MOU TAK DENG!

In constrast with her, I'm FAT, UGLY WHEN SMILING. I'm not confident. No doubt.
My self-confidence is quite low actually, so I easily get strike, deeply. I found I'm not beautiful as I thought before. (It's not narcism ok. I'm telling truth) Yea, maybe you think that I suppose to appreciate myself, love my nature look.

The hypothesis : The fatter am I, the more ugly am I, the lower my self-confidence.
The conclusion : The hypothesis is accepted.

My Thought

Sometimes, when you stop everything that you are doing and think..

"Why I have to do this? What is the purpose and meaning of my life? Why am I being here?..etc...etc.."

Think complicatedly right?

"Realistic" asks me to come back to this real life.

Exam is around the corner. Have you prepare well?

I realise..

To All My Friends
once you take it, you have to release it after then
never hold it tightly, as you may get hurt and others may too

misunderstanding will occur anytime, any situation
Once you don't handle it conscientiously

Never wear a mask
as you will suffer from breathing difficulties.

他不爱我 He does not love me

他不爱我

牵手的时候太冷清

拥抱的时候不够靠近

他不爱我

说话的时候不认真

沉默的时候又太用心

我知道他不爱我

他的眼神说出他的心

我看透了他的心

还有别人逗留的背影

他的回忆 清除得不够干净

我看到了他的心

演的全是他和她的电影

他不爱我

尽管如此

他还是赢走了我的心

Never POSTPONE!

Recently, I didn't have a nice sleep throughout the week. Damn tired!
Just now, I had a drink of Old Town White Coffee, it's nice, smell good! Have a try. =)

And now, it is 1.56am, I plan to finish my karangan, entitled - Kenaikan Harga Barang, Apakah Tindakan Kita? Gosh, such title is strange for me. It's difficult to expand and show the examples.
Arghh..I think I will pass it up on Monday. Sorry teacher~~ =)

I'm not LAZY, I just don't know how to write.
I don't want to PROCRASTINATE my assignment, but I'm forced to do it.
I don't want to WASTE my time, but my reaction time takes too long.
BUT when you think back, at the end, you must to finish up the work that you postpone.(telling to myself) Right?

I'm going to sleep right now. Good night. Ops, it's supposed to be Good morning I think.
Feeling dizzy~~

So Called "Dream Guy"

"If you are the black hole, I will be attracted by You"----by Hui Cin.

Today, let's us talk about the black hole. My dearest readers, I promised you last time I would explain the hidden meaning of the sentence above in my coming post. And here it is. =)

Black hole, means the guy who has his own virtues. These virtues can be anything. Sports, arts as long as it is not negative act. And this guy can also let me rely on, and he can make his own money in future for sure.

Here is my Dream Guy Equation:
Virtue + Height + 5H + 5C = Dream Guy

*5H: Honest, Healthy, Humble, Handsome, Helpful
*5C: Cash, Carrier, Credit Card, Condominium, Car

So called "Dream" guy, means it will not come true?
By the way, I think this kind of guys are nearly extinct. Or I not yet meet him..

Maybe one fine day in my future.

Then the story will start with..
"Once upon a time...."
and end with
"....Both of them lived merrily without wars and worries"

Poem? Rapper?

I miss you D.
Like floating on the Sea
That's why you never see Me
Then I put on your Tee
And shout at you, "You Are My Baby!"
I know it's not as easy as ABC
But you can't hear Me
I'm waiting Impatiently
And Finally
You come to me and say "I Love You Honey!"