All these happenings depend on what I've done, what decision I have made. I don't know why and what happen to me, but I just don't feel like attaching on any group of people. I walk alone before the class and after the class today.
Right after one class, there was another class at Pocket C. I was on my way together with my coursemates but i was walking few meters from them. Such a coincidence, I actually saw him and his coursemates at Block 17 level 1 who had just finished their test 2. But I pretended, pretending that I didn't notice them. I just don't feel like looking at them awkwardly, especially him.
I think this kind of feeling will only end after graduation where we already have our own new path to proceed to another stage of life. Nothing I can do now but just to avoid him and let it go slowly and to forget as time passed by. Of course precious moment will still stay in my mind.
I'm scared and don't dare to accept anyone or to believe a person who will love me that much. Only family some best friends who I really cherish in my life and really care about me. Thanks for always staying beside me.
Stay strong and be a Happy Kid. It's time for me to do revision on Fluid Mechanics.
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