看完了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》的一些短片后，心里也蛮期待九把刀的作品上映。

在这部的电影的预告，里头有一句很经典的吸引了我……

“也许在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的……”



ps: 是的，在生命里做你的女主角……

种子

风

时大时小

把我那娇小玲珑的身躯

从一个地方吹到另一个地方

水

哗啦哗啦地流

我轻轻地落在水面上

把我转得天翻地覆

雨

这时下得好大

河水都开始涨潮了

我快要被涌出地面来了

泥土

收留了我

但他并不适合我

无法让我发芽成长

雨

调节了自己的情绪

缓和了下来

淅沥淅沥地下着

你

撑着伞

在细雨中寻觅

发现了我

我

是多么地庆幸

躺在你手心

带着我回家

你

买了适合我的泥土

用心地

为我灌溉

我

在你的爱心、细心、用心下

开始发芽

在你的心里扎根

写给我的房东……

（听着梁静茹的情歌，复杂的情绪从心里不断的涌上来……）

我不大善于表达自己。我都会以一些歌来表达自己。

有点情绪化，就像最近的天气一样，一时下雨，一时天晴。

有点孩子气，有时会跟你闹别扭，可你要让我哦。

有点花痴，喜欢看帅哥，华人、马来人，什么人的帅哥都照看，会喜欢。（但这都是风靡一时，时间一过，帅哥也会变成普通男。）

爱哭，无论小事大事，一旦触动到我的内心，都会以哭为发泄管道。

…… （也许这你都晓得，也许更多。）

（其实我想说的并不只是这些，更重要的被哥打断我的思绪了。）

Long Time No Write..

Rain falls in this few days.

It washes my mind, my thoughts, as I'm not okay.

The heavy downpour causes the little Scene can't go out and play.

She makes up her mind to revise for the whole day.

Today the sun shines brightly.

I can eye the fluffy white cloud changing non-uniformly.

And through a thick large glass,

I eye freedom too.

Mixed feelings come towards me.

They never talk, whisper and even say a word.

Just grow inside my heart and my mind.

Remain silent.

There are many people passing by me.

Some are precious for me, some are passenger of my life.

Being a passenger, I try to light up the other's life.

At least, I try and never regret.

他妈的！

Today, I have a ICAS Science test which is conducted by University of New South Wales with my friends. There are 45 questions for us to complete them within 1 hour. The information of one question is too long. Due to this, I use up a lot of time to read it. And finally, I just manage to finish 41 questions and the rest I guess only. Of course, I'm not that clever because I try my luck on choosing some of the answers among the 41 questions. After having the test, I'm actually not in the mood since I found myself very weak in science subjects which are biology, chemistry and physics. I'm worried about my exam and future. I mumble inside my heart, Am I going to take science course after SPM? There is just a no-answer-question. I hope I can catch up in this few days before the mid-year exam.

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After schooling, the moment I get into car, mum tells me something irritating!

"You know, she wants to take accounting in TARC in Ipoh. I think you father is going to pay for her fee! She had applied for enrolling in Form 6 but she is declined as she did not get A for BM."

AGAIN, the "family" makes the anger build up inside me. Does my family owe your family anything? Or my dad owe you anything? There is nothing we owe you even 1 sen! On the other hand, you owe us a lot. What are you all expecting my dad to give you? Things needed throughout your life?! You better never think of that! Toyota Avanza that your dad owns now is fully paid by my dad. Your TV set and washing machine are also purchased by my dad. My dad and elder bro have nearly become your personal driver! So what do you want from my dad?! You all never appreciate and express sincere gratitude to my dad. Instead, you behave badly and always take it for granted. If your dad can't afford your fee, you can study accounting in IP in ALOR SETAR instead! If my dad pay for you, what about me?! I'm not sharing my dad with you! I will never let my dad to pay for you! NEVER!

林隆璇 & 李圣杰 - 你那么爱她 MV

这首歌我想献给我一个朋友。
希望他不再犯上同样的错，并找到方法解决他的事。

黃齡 特別 KTV

只剩一个人的海边
脚印被浪花淹灭
像刚才没有人在我身边
流星没听清许愿
就坠落不见
感情曾多灿烂也熄灭
惋惜会在泪水里沉淀
我深爱过你的特别
所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延
快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别
却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱
适合浅尝不适合是深的沉醉


在回家的路上，车上的收音机（电台-988）播放了很多首歌。而其中一首是黄龄的《特别》。
听到这首歌，歌词里的每一字每一句我都听得很细心。我特别喜欢副歌的部分，特别有意思。
“我深爱过你的特别，所以不后悔”
也许自己有这么的一个曾经。同一时间，我想起我朋友对我倾诉的一些事。
我想对着朋友说，我想每个人对初恋留下的印象最为深刻，因为这是你未有的经历，所以你在第一次经历这种事时，付出的特别多。
anyhow, I hope after you hear this song, you will know what I'm trying to tell you. =）