Everything is just A Past...

Hi, dudes!

Erm..I'm tidying my Form1, 2 and 3 reference books up actually. The books are all in a mess and covered with thick dust! There are some books on my table too. Keep sneezzing when arranging those books on the shelfs. The dust particles also cause my skin feel itchy~~Hate the feeling!

In between the books, I find something that makes me recall someone else whom I shouldn't to think about. And I left all my books behind and come blogging. It's a cardboard, written there his name. It happened last year, a camp. [Sorry, I don't want to spell it out what camp is it.] This cardboard is used to let others people know who you are. He asked me to keep it as...I didn't know what for, maybe it's just a memory.

And now, I'm not in a relationship with him anymore. The cardboard will also be sold together with my exercises for recycling. It symbolises nothing for me, and him too. As, Everything is just A Past. And he is just one of my life's passengers. [I think the word of passenger is suitable to describe him barh]

ps: Hehe... It's time for me to keep going to do with my books. Have a nice day!

I really miss You! D. lost of control now.

How to become an Ideal Friend (copy)

Its not easy becoming a friend or making one because a friend is not a state of mind. Its real and its in your face. A friend is someone who makes your life worth its while a little more than yesterday. While everybody has their own definitions of a "friend", the long and short of it is we all need friends to make our lives better.

HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY...
In friendship "honesty" is the key word.
One should always be honest to his or her friends.
Don't overlook their faults, even if you have none for you are his friend!
Praise them honestly and openly.
Say you're sorry, when you hurt your friend.
Don't let them assume it.

GIVE MORE THAN YOU TAKE...
Be there when they need you or you may wind up alone.
Love them unconditionally, that is the only condition.
Make them feel special, because aren't we all special?
Never forget them, who wants to feel forgotten.

BE SUPPORTIVE...
Cheer them on, we all need encouragement now and then.
Encourage their dreams and aspiration, Life seems almost meaningless without them.
Your words count, use them wisely.
Use good judgement.
Wish them luck, hopefully good Eamine your motives before you "help" out
Just be there when they need you
Really listen, a friendly ear is a soothing balm

FORGIVENESS...
Forgive them for, "To Err is Human", and you just may end up making the same mistakes in course of time..

KEEP THE FAITH...
Have faith in them. For, there is no love without trust.
Zip your lips when they confide in you

EXPRESS YOURSELF CLEARLY
Know when they need a hug, and couldn't you use one?
Offer to help, and know when " No thanks" is just politeness
Quietly disagree, noisy No's make enemies
Verbalsise your feelings

HAVE FUN...
Get together often, misery loves company, so does glee.
Talk frequently, communication is important.

Enjoying your friendship is the order of the day. So its not what we call a friendship if you don't feel right.Always remember a friendship is worth it when you are able to enjoy the amazing relationship with no holds barred. Its a mutual bond for life that you cant give up.

StarScene that you never seen..=)

I don't want you to be my best friend
And I want you to be my boy friend
Then you will be the prince and i will be the princess
But when I nearly reach the door of success
You just ignore and show me your ass.

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My love is true

And the sky is blue
When I feel blue

My dream will never come true!

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You think you are rich?

But actually you're just a bitch!

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Which is the nicest saw that you ever seen before?

jigsaw?

see-saw?

Of course is Rachel Saw larh..XD

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ps: The ideas were came out all from my mind last night. [it was around 2 something in the morning..haha] No offence. =)

Just now I really want to cry..

Erm, I just come back from Star Parade. On the way back home, mum, bro and I were facing to the awesome music from my dad. Suffering in the car. Arghh~~

You know, my family never have heart-to-heart conversation. Everything just keep inside the heart. And this, causes many troubles. Couldn't solve them, until now. Sometimes, I really want to have a try to communicate with my parents, especially my dad. Maybe you think that he is funny, likes to make jokes. But actually he is Not! Not okay!

Sigh~~Maybe the saying is right. "家家有本难念的经", but I hope I can read it without any matters.

Every time, the biggest present comes with a smallest box. You know what is that? It's a ring!

ps: It's 3.30 in the morning now. And, it is raining, heavily. I'm totally tired! Good night, dear.

Sometimes, maybe a Outsider can even know the entire story clearly.

ps: My eyes are in pain. And I gonna to be a PANDA soon! @@

What is Love?

Love is really complicated! Don't you think so? huh?

After watching Gossip Girls, I just realise that, guys can even have 2 girl firends or more than that at the same time. And, a person's love history really makes each other jealous, envy, angry, and even make him or her misunderstand when his or her ex come back to find them.

When I watched this part, I think like..Gosh..I don't know how to deal with it. So sick about it.

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Love is blind
Always makes me cry
You just ruin my life
And I nearly die

by Scene

I symbolise nothing for YOU

A Message from KX [in chinese]

有件事要提醒你
是你的脸孔
按照相命的书籍来看
你的人中很短，（就是鼻子和嘴巴之间的地方）
这样子的人很固执很霸道
只要是要了的东西都是要定了 [maybe that's true]
要是想，要好命就该改掉着坏习惯！
三年后你就是变成 长命相！

I receive it since two months ago. You know, until now, I not yet delete it. Should I trust it ? Better than no trust?

I'm trying to avoid it happens. Sometimes I beg my parents for something, I recall this message. And finally I get the thing I want. My life is getting shorter at the moment?

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Yesterday I was so hyperactive. Suffering from Isomnia. Hop onto the bed at 1a.m. something.
But even the time was showing 3 something already, I not yet got into the dreamland. [maybe I keep thinking something, someone] Feel dizzy now. Just come back from wet market. What a sleepless night!

ps: The whole night I was hearing Crazier by Taylor Swift, thank Rachel a lot for recommending me this awesome song. I like the chorus part as he really makes me crazier. And I'm really Fallin' for YOU, by Colbie Caillat.

Falling For You~~

Hi, dudes!

That Lawatan ke Muzium Negeri Kedah was spoilt. Don't know why teacher said that trip "tak jadi". Damn it! So, we just chit chat in the science lab. Some of them were saying people's bad thingy, imitating their disgusting actions and so on. I didn't join. As it's so crappy.

Just now I went back to my primary school, SJK (C) Kee Chee --- Stardard 6 graduation. As my brother got third prize in drawing competition, so i went there be his camera-girl lo. =) Besides me, Yi Jing and the Gang went there too. Hanging out with them. Walked here and there. Our previous 6 Ungu class teacher, Miss Lee asked us to take some pictures with her. This is one of them.

Heee..1 Malaysia!

Overall, it's quite joyful. Met some old friends there too.

"I'm Yours"

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours!

----Jason Mraz

by Donna Karan New York

ps: Tomorrow go -- Lawatan ke Muzium Negeri Kedah. Go to bed lo. Good night, Dear~~

Having Fun in Class 3M!

'Happiness is when what you think,what you say,and what you do are in harmony'- Mahatma Gandhi

Hi, my dearest dudes!
I skipped school today. I felt so sorrowful to my friends as my irresposible deed. Let you all done the project. Thousands of sorry to You!
Yesterday, for non-Muslims, the whole day in school was freeee. We stayed in Class 3M having Fun! Hahaha..I just get the photos from Xing. Now, it's Show Time. XD

Watch this! What a healthy+funny activity! wakakaka..Actually Hannee and me planned to go ASRC to play badminton after school, so she brought the rackets and shuttlecock to school. Surely you'll be speechless when you see this picture. =)

Besides that, we also played cards like monopoly [ps: I don't know how to play it] and poker cards. But not gambling okay~~ =) We are good students lerh. How could it happen among us. XD

ps: I like You! Wanna know how You feel, Wanna know what is real. But, maybe I'm just an extra among you all. [big sigh]

带我走 杨丞琳

每次我总一个人走

交叉路口 自己生活

这次你却说等我走

某个角落 就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌 在你的身后

计算的步伐 每个背影 每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后

带走我 一个人自转的寂寞

带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕 带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中拍打着脉搏

-带我走-

Hope I'll be There. Right Now! Without any Doubts!

'To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others'----Francois Mauriac


Hi, dudes!
Recently, I'm suffering from illness. Mr. Sore Throat, Ms. Cold and Mr. Cough came visit me suddenly without any greetings. LOL..Now, I feel better, especially the moment when I'm chatting with him. Feeling good! Not good, is absolutely Great! [ in heaven =) ]

Tomorrow, he and his friends will go out to celebrate their friend's birthday, is a girl. As I know, they are going to wear like couples, but that's not real couple larh, it's just action only. Each pair will put on same colour shirts. It is about 5 pairs maybe. Cool man! It sounds like crazy, right? But I think it that's quite nice too, don't you?

Here people won't do such crazy things. Am I right? [ My opinions] Firstly, there are no gentle man among my friends, especially Form 3 guys. They are freaking crap! Keep talking nonsense. Secondly, my parents are strict and sensitive. I know they care me, love me. But then, sometimes I feel like their actions a bit over. So, most of the time I just stay at home watching TV, playing facebook games, listening to the songs and so on. Well, I won't blame them. If that's previous me, I think I will. Now, what can I do is study hard and wait more 2 years. Then I'll be set free. Freedom, I'm coming soon!

When he tell me all those things, I feel envy with him and his friends. During night, I keep imaging to fulfil my silly desire. Hope I'll be there. Right now! Without any doubts!

开不了口 让他知道

If music be the food of love, play on. ----- William Shakespear


Hi, dudes. How was the day?
Today's speech, i rate it as 3/10. The rest of 7 is full of boredom. The teacher teached us somemore how to put on the tudung.@@ [ ps: I'm not MALAY girl okay. ] Well, my friends and I almost kept on chatting at the side even we sat at the first row. [ wink + proud of us XD ]

I brought my handset to school today. I sms to him early in the morning. But he replied me at 1.35pm. I think he was sitting for the final exam. Anyway, I didn't blame at him =).

One-sided love is quite suffering. How do you think about it? Keep thinking and dreaming all those stuffs of thing. Fed up with it. Should I end all such things?


ps: When I was waiting for my mum, a sudden feeling was floating in my mind. I wanna say Sorry to you as my pure thinking. Sorry....